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Saturday, July 28, 2012 | 1:36 AM

Time: 4:23 pm @ SIM on Sat afternoon

Probably it has something to do with physical body, but there's an awkward sense of distant feeling that I am currently experiencing right now. A sense of hollowness that is making things around me looks less interesting. Probably it's the fact that I felt so helpless against the pace of the lifestyle that I am leading right now. It just seems so packed. Structured and packed with hardly any space for me to breathe at the moment. It seems like I simply got to find excuses to get me out of appointments just so that I can have some space. There's also this deep desire in me that seems overwhelming. Maybe all I need is just some Time and Space.

In any case, yesterday I went for Emerge night service and I was glad I went for it. The presence of God showed up and it reminded me the many times in my life that God showed up and gave me revelations. It was a good time in His presence and with my cell group members :).
It's been a long time since I felt so refreshed in His Presence.

What do I want to do? How to regain the sense of purpose again? I am clueless at the moment. I can only keep on keeping on, yearning and thirsting for a breakthrough again.

I am not sure how long can I sustain and the only thing that I can do is to keep praying.
Pray.Until.Something.Happens